wHy?

why do you have to be so happy for someone's failure?
why do you laugh for their failure?
why do you need to compare your failure to other's failure?
why do you have to be so miserable?
why do you still hate those people who succeeded even though they don't deserve it?
why do you still carry the burden of hating those people who hated/hurted you?
why do you have to be so sensitive about everything?
......

i really don't know, i guess it's your nature... but if you'll make a statement, at least be specific about it...

why am i writing this stuff?